This girl was born on a beautiful sunny day. I was named Glint of Gold by my dad because the sun shined on my blonde hair when my mum and dad held me on that day. The beginning of what was to be, an interesting life.

My Nana passed which was to rock my family’s world. She had said she was going to help mum by taking me on and looking after me when she got out of hospital, yet the next day she left the physical. Thing is, she stayed true to her word, she worked with me and looked after me all my life from spirit. Even now. I was a child that liked freedom, out climbing cliffs, trees, looking for adventure in the wild. I’m adamant my Nana saved my life a few times.

Aged 13 got into a relationship, one that already was filled with deceit, this was the start of repeating problems for me. I was told to love myself first before looking for love. But My belief was, that loving yourself was wrong, egotistical, conceited. So how was I meant to love myself? My teenage years were turbulent times indeed, bullied, failed at school and left by the age of 15. Never knowing I could be something more.

After turbulent teenage years and horrible relationship experiences at the age of 16 I gave birth to my first son. Single and back living with my mum, still always feeling alone, heart broken, suffering postnatal depression. Yet I was then given a reason to live. My child, The reason I am still here today.

Battling depression, losing my rock who was my grandfather, spent the last couple of years yet again meeting men that would not value me, reject me, or just wouldn’t click with. I then became pregnant with my second child. I was, of course, abandoned as I refused to terminate the pregnancy and so alone again to give birth to my 2nd child. The thought of a career was a no no… what could I do, I thought, I was worthless and no school education.

Gave birth to my 3rd son, this time in a relationship that had many problems. Scared to be on my own, I remained in the relationship for many years. Feeling pretty miserable and broken, yet strength enough to carry on. During this time I went through a very deep depression, so many times I even wanted to end my life, my children are what kept me here.

As a family, we were going through many extreme turbulent times, despite having a coil in place still fell pregnant with my fourth child. It was at this time, I came across an article on Angels and healing. It was like it was just speaking to me on a different level and so my journey started with working with the Angels and connecting more to Divine. Still took a while for changes to take place due to my belief, bit by bit I was getting stronger.

Due to me falling ill all the time and doctors not knowing why, I discovered about Candida. I went on a mission through healthy eating, exercise and using  natural therapies such as hypnosis to heal my body. I was sitting at a size 24-26 and something inside said enough. At that point, life was just automatic, like I was just existing, not living. No joy, no passion, no idea who I was. But I prayed…. Starting working with Angels again. This time started to heal my body. I then also plucked the courage to leave the relationship. I felt free for the first time in a long time.

I was still going through lessons in relationships yet even though I never finished high school, I found the courage to apply for college. After spending years not talking to many people, being low in confidence, and wondering if I would ever amount to anything, this was huge.

I was accepted and began working at something that excited my being and was something so close to my heart. Holistic Therapy. Helping people heal. My biggest passion at that time. I graduated and got my first ever qualification and diplomas. So life getting better, yet still along the way, relationship lessons to learn.

I started my own very first business straight after college, but alas, my fears and self worth held me back and that business ended quite swiftly, yet there was much growth. There was so much I learned from even that time that helped me in the future.

Another pregnancy despite another coil. I gave birth to my 5th son, he had to be delivered through emergency c-section 10 weeks early. This was a major shock to me as mine were always large babies and healthy. My relationship then wasn’t doing great still. Numerous problems arising, feeling alone, unheard, unappreciated. It was then I found a book free in a magazine called Cosmic Ordering by Barbel Mohr and an angel meditation cd. So I got to work, the beginning of my journey with consciously working with the laws and to heal my life. I also starting delving into my spiritual development, connecting more with the Angels, with spirit… This was a time of great upleveling.

Split from my then partner despite trying my best to make things work, I got into another relationship quite quick. (something I since learned is always best to avoid doing)

Can you see when I didn’t like to be alone?

This was to be a huge testing time and big lessons to learn. This time actually learning from them… Adding to that I got a diagnosis of Fibromyalgia. So I finally had recognition to what was going on physically. First, mission to heal myself, then learn to love me, then to learn how to be happy and confident. Actually the first mission should have been to learn to love me, as that was the key also in my healing. I spent years studying, went all in to see how to heal what was happening in my life.
So many courses, books, classes and workshops.

Started doing a course called the Silva method for healing, still continued to work with the book Cosmic ordering and working more with healing with Angels. I also went on to learning about working with gratitude and working with emotions to heal. My health was starting to improve. I would also start attending some local spiritual development courses. Slowly but surely life was starting to turn around.

It was time for me to get out with other people again and learn more, I found a place called Lendrick Lodge over near Stirling. It was great I managed to manifest funds to take the course to better myself and health, I went on Shamanic healing workshop then went on to doing my Reiki 1 and 2. This was a major Transformation time indeed…
I learned so much still on mindfulness, working with the laws and also would start helping out my friends with their healing and businesses (even back then). All the while though, I did not feel ready to make the shift and start my own.

My body was really doing great at starting to heal yet I was really getting hit hard with learning about relationships, I kept looking into why, I was improving in other areas in my life what was the deal with relationships. I seemed to be attracting really horrible experiences.

One thing I did notice, Is I was handling them so much better but still looking for answers. What was I not doing right?

I further studied and worked on  myself. Did workshops and courses when I could, more and more expanding my awareness. Propelling me onto another level of grabbing back my power. Through this time, I really started learning about love, the most important kind. Self love. This has gone on to be something I actually feel is the true one key to unlocking your hearts desires, a life you love.
When getting to the root, we simply have a lack of love for ourselves and this holds us back.

That same man was still in and out my life from 2010, I would try to move away from him, move on to another relationship yet to be pulled back in with promises of love, promise of change. Of course he was one of my biggest teachers and I was still to learn so much from him. As hard as that was.

This was a cycle itself for years. Through this time I started working with learning more with Dr Wayne Dyer’s and Bob Proctor’s teachings, I started going to a group to for psychic development and spiritual development.

It was through this time of healing that I came up with the name Positive Power.

Despite the odds, I fell pregnant again and gave birth to my 6th son. I was to learn the truth about his fathers hidden secrets and I used all of my teachings to keep myself strong and focused. This was a time my father passed suddenly also, so strength was something I was calling for.  It was then also I finally learned a great secret. Through that time I studied and studied, all around relationships and our mindset. Courses, Workshops, Reading and Audio material.

I knew I was to face life  alone with 6 boys, yet I was determined and knew all I had, to charge ahead with my dreams. I started to build one company pretty much straight after my son was born, things were not going so well and I was really looking to figure out how to source the finances to build my biggest dream. The healing centre. This was when I began my year-long study with the Proctor & Gallagher Institute. I spent that year, with my baby by my side, preparing to build my company and be the sole provider for me and my boys. I used any pain, to power me up. That business did not succeed, yet I continued my studies, as I learned why and the direction I was being called to make.
I started to also study in internet marketing, web design and SEO (Yes big shift) Which I now see how this was all part of the big plan with the work I am doing now and how spirit use this to bring guidance for the woman I work with. 

I started my company, Positive Power Healing. Built my first premium coaching package based solely around helping women rise up from the ashes of the failed relationships cycle and achieve true lasting love. Experience deep healing and more meaningful relationships. I live what I teach, every day.

So far it has been a pretty EPIC YEAR… Updates coming soon…
Check out the rest of our website to see what we are doing and join us over in our facebook page.